एक एहसास सा है .....

खो जाती हैं अनगिनत रातें

इन खुली आँखों के तैरते स्वप्नों में

जगती हैं हज़ारों ख्वाहिशें

कि हसरतों का एक सैलाब सा है

क्षितिज के आलिंगन में

मुस्कुराती हैं ये राहें

किसी राह की उस छोर पे मंजिल मिल जाए

कि दिल में एक तूफ़ान सा है

इन्द्रधनुष के रंगों से

भर दूं रंग अपने भी सपनों में

शीर्ष हो आकाश का अपनी मुट्ठी में

एक ख्वाब सा है

अपनी उमंगों को एक नयी उड़ान दूं

खुद को एक नयी पहचान दूं

कि ये ज़िन्दगी मिली है

हरेक धड्खन में ये एहसास सा है

Loneliness .....

I painted all my dreams
but it is so much devoid of life
I am gonna need all the colours
but rainbow is in the sky
my eyes filled up with tears
and nobody is near
all around me are faces
but when you talk about love
there are not any traces

Wandering in the sky
flying very high
I see a lonely cloud
and I start crying very loud
A cold air blows
and then pours down the rain
while I am standing by the window
and i feel 'm lost all alone.
but I see light from a distance
creating everywhere dark shadow
of the trees so hollow.
Still there is noone on the fence

Inner conscience

my body was sunnned
on a day bright and sky azure
and my skin colour hued
as the rays striked the divine floor
and then suffused in the air so pure

felt as i heard sacred bells' ting
never had seen so bright a thing
seemed had landed some signs heavenly
or any crucified sin conspicuously

at that picture so exotic
like life in shadows so enigmatic
my mind flooded with mysticism
only then vaguely i heard my criticism
stunnned i turned behind and stood
to see but alas! nothing i could

forehead perspired fists clenched
irascible my body trembled
thrilled with agony
i ran like a hound
to find reason but only
with nothing found
tired i fell on ground
lost my sense in belligerence
but the light so bright and intense
i could even feel behind my eyelids
like husk is removed off seeds
my soul got cleansed
off my wrong deeds.